Hey guys! So, if you are reading this then that is awesome. I am literally going to talk about nothing at all and stuff that actually matters. Well maybe I will, we will see. So if people read this awesome, if not that’s ok. I just need to get some thoughts and things off my mind. I guess you could say I am sort of journaling but for the world to see. Anywho, I have been so stressed for about a half a year now because I left my job because they were closing a few months later. They are now closed and I have been applying for jobs since. I have had 2 interviews but one of them wasn’t an official interview if that makes any sense. The more time that goes by the more the stress builds up and I don’t know how much more I can take. I am not only stressed from this but also because I have a few bills to pay, pets to take care of, and other things but yet I can’t build up enough money no matter what. Money goes way to fast. I am currently working for family but it isn’t enough right now. I have been wanting to move out of my boyfriends nana’s house for awhile now, but I am afraid of moving out on my own although I know there are people that will say I shouldn’t be and that I was born alone so I should deal with it. Maybe I should but I doubt I will. I am small, a girl, and have never lived on my own so I am a tad afraid. Something else that’s been bothering me is I’ve gained quite a few pounds since I moved out of my mom’s house. I know it’s because I’ve been eating so much fast food and drinking so much pop, which I think I may be addicted to but that’s also what bothers me. The fact that lately I haven’t been able to buy much fast food, yet I can’t lose the weight. I’ve tried to start a workout routine but everytime it ends a few days later. I just don’t have the motivation to keep doing it. I am hoping to get a job with cricket who I had the interview with or a call center I applied at because they are both minimum wage and they both have ways you can earn a lot of extra money. I don’t like to talk to many people about how I feel and I do talk to my boyfriend but sometimes I need someone else to talk to. Maybe I can talk to more people or just do this because I feel like I am talking to someone in a weird way. I’ve still been doing my youtube videos and I have 2 channels. If anyone reads this and wants to view them, please just send a comment asking for the links to them. I like to blog as well. I haven’t felt like doing anything really lately other than stay home and do nothing. I used to like to do more blogging, more videos, learn asl, draw, and play league of legends. I haven’t felt like doing any of those lately. Sometime in the near future after I pay off things I need to and after I get everything figured out hopefully I have a job as well, I would like to buy me a better camera because I don’t have a great quality one and I love taking pictures and making videos. Well guys, if you read this, thanks for putting up with me and my crazyness and what some would call complaining but I just needed to get this stuff off my chest. So… I’ll be blogging like normal soon. bye…